STOP AND THINK DEEPLY

"What for I'm doing all this? Because I really care and all these things are meant so much for me. If I tend to lie to you or try to do something behind you, what for I need to do all these fucking-useless-explanation nonstop and letting myself get into this 'hell mood' everyday? I can just leave there and don't give a damn about it. Misunderstands getting deeper and I don't want it to spoil both us because I do appreciate everything. You told me, you have totally no trust in anyone anymore. I do understand the reason. You can choose not to trust me. You can choose to think I'm actually a playgirl which always with my sweet talks around. Or even hate me, don't treat me as friend. But one thing, before you make those steps, please do make everything clear especially those misunderstands. You know what, I'm seriously feeling so sad to see such a super big gap between both us. It's deeply hurt when knowing your important ones are actually didn't put the trust on you, maybe not at all from the beginning until the end. I appreciate because I don't want to lost something important which will make me regret. I remember this : ' Forcing Will Not Lead You To Happiness But The End.'. That's why i didn't. Seeing your important ones live with happiness, it's more than enough for me even though I'm not the only one in your heart. I swear I'm not putting the blame on you. I just want you to know what I'm thinking. Why am I still here? Because I still believe and I know you care too. Touch your heart and I'll touch mine too. Do this for you and me. Okay?"

"It's hard to cure the broken heart especially fix it from pieces."

"There are limited space of our memory, therefore those unhappy stuffs will be automatically eliminated from our memory."


你做了选择 对的错的
我只能承认 心是痛的
怀疑你舍得 我被伤的那么深
就放声哭了 何必再强忍
我没有选择 我不再完整
原来最后的吻 如此冰冷
你只能默认 我要被割舍
眼看着你走了

如果这不是结局
如果我还爱你
如果我愿相信
你就是唯一
如果你听到这里
如果你依然放弃
那这就是爱情
我难以抗拒

如果这就是爱情
本来就不公平
你不需要讲理
我可以离去
如果我成全了你
如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清
是我证明 我爱你

灰色的天空 无法猜透
多余的眼泪 无法挽留
什么都牵动 感觉真的好脆弱
被呵护的人 原来不是我
我不要你走 我不想放手
却又不能够奢求 同情的温柔
你可以自由 我愿意承受
把昨天留给我

-SILENT-




i dont want miss a thing with you

adios
xoxo
jennytienchin